Confusion

Im sitting in an apartment in a far away place with a need to blog. I am not sure what I want. Oh do not get me wrong that are specific things, people, enttiies, and situations I want and know i want. I just dont know how to obtain them. I dont know what to do and I dont know what will make me happy. I wish someone would just tell me what to do, that would make life so much easier. but being an adult no one will do that will they? Why is life hard? Sorry this is ridiculously emo.

I wish we were giving maps as to where we are suppose to go and do within our life. I have always been that person with a plan, and stuck ot that plan, and made new plans and followed them. Never have I willingly changed plans should I?